Boyboy it's been really quite a long while since I last spoke to u. Not that daddy forgotten abt u, just that daddy needs to work hard to give ur mummy and brothers and sisters a better life that I didn't managed to give u. Just wished that u could still be with us and life would be a lot more complete and different.

Wished I knew that fateful day would be the last I hear u sing to me. I've been blaming myself since. Don't go tell ur mummy ok? Good boy. Ok lah daddy going to do housework liao. Be good boy ok? And watch over ur bros and sis. Byebye!

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