it seems like yesterday that you left us... it's not until just now your mummy told me that i haven't been blogging in here for 2 mths :( it's not that i forgot to do so but it's just there have been alot of questions and thoughts that i need to organise my thoughts and feelings before i know what to tell you about :(

you must be wondering why i'm still up at this hour :P but it's because your bro bobby is sick and shitting soft poo, and best still he has to go for his test from his obedience training for the past 10 weeks this coming 10:30 :( sigh...

i'm not expecting him to be the best kid but at least he's more tamed and loves us :) he's a great kid who can be very loving at times but he's sinai more :) and he always reminds me of you except for the part where you love to follow my footsteps and he doesn't *sigh*

hope we will see you... and i hope you can guide me in my afterlife :) i really hope to see you :)

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